I wanna be honest.
I guess I'll begin with a simple...

Fuck you.

For not being strong enough the first time around.
You took your arrogance out the door with you,
and left my dignity by the key hanger, on the ground.
A big F you for leaving me alone with our two children,
Insecurity and Resentment.

I'm left here with songs of regret on my playlist.
Cause only God knows you couldn't resist.
Resist the feelings another gave you.
No, not the kinda feelings your heart usually do.
But the kinda feelings you get
during those "lonely" days, I bet.

Well, F you.
My heart held so much anger and frustration,
it was like my chest was about to create some sorta combustion.
I've kept it all inside,
but now its time for you to face this side.
This side of the story,
that you didn't think was in me:

I'd like to give you a bigger, fatter,
Thank you.

Cause Insecurity and Resentment have grown,
beautifully into Self-worth and Wisdom.
Each song of regret has become an anthem
for my redemption.

Everyone falls into temptation sometimes.
Just now you know never again to cross those kinda lines.
Like a Phoenix, a new me has risen from this situation,
And I've become stronger from such a hard lesson.

So again, thank. you.
for contributing to the making of a "better me" I'd mold into

Sincerely,
Yourself.

It’s the kind of day when a work out puts you in a good mood.